Saturday, August 15, 2009

My life as it seems nowadays

Sometime I ponder what is the purpose of me being in this world. There must be a purpose for all that had happened to me. I've yet to find the real reason. For the past year, I have been pursuing my career as a digital media designer in Nanyang Polytechnic. Its normal for somebody to question themselves that is this the right choice/path that one should pursue. There is no turning back once your in a career that you choose. In my case, I never thought that I would be in poly. After I graduate from Siling Secondary School, I have this mindset that as long as I am in Polytechnic, everything else doesn't matter, not even the course. i was wrong because I have been in this course for more than a year. I am now contemplating whether this is the right choice. I guess if I back out now, it will be my downfall. I even go to the extent of seeking my mentor and asking him for his opinion and his advise. He said he truly knows how I feels because he too were from this course. he ended not liking the course. Instead of becoming an Interactive Media Designer, he became a full time Illustrator in one big company earning him a stable pay. He told me not to give up quite soon because maybe I will not be pursuing my career as an IMM designer.

So i have already plan out my option B. I wannt to become a teacher teaching Art and Design. I want to go to NIE, taking a degree in teaching and maybe i will be carrying on my education to a bachelor standard. oh well. I guess, i will still be doing IMM for next year which will be the last year of my three years in Polytechnic. Than comes my National Service which will be a whole new story after the whole experience in my current course.

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